All Alone

All alone.
These two words echo in my ears.
All alone.
They grip at my heart like two cold hands.
All alone.
They seep into my soul like poisen.
All alone.
They cloud my mind like fog.
All alone.
And my eyes portray the lonelyness I feel.
All alone.
Why is God so far away?
He left you all alone.
He abandoned me.
All alone.
He left me.
All alone.
He left me in this darkness to die.
All alone.
He doesn't care.
All alone.
Why would He care.
All alone.
He has no reason to care.
All alone.
I'm just another face in the midst of a crowd.
All alone.
I don't deserve His love.
Your all alone.
Those two words still ring in my ears.
All alone.
But a sweet voice utters a new word.
Surrender.
Surrender you all.
Surrender.
All the darkness and lonelyness shatters.
Surrender.
The cold hands disapear.
Surrender.
The cloud in my mind evaporates.
Surrender.
And my eyes portray the happiness I feel.
I surrender my all.